Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me.
Why is it, everytime I decide t like someone, I'm always just chasing my own heartbreak? Why can't the person that I like right now just like me back? Why must I be the one waiting and waiting for nothing t come? I just need one chance with you, t love you a lifetime. Why can't I get that chance? I'm asking so many questions, but not getting a single answer. I just wanna know, if there's any chance between us. I know, you told me t move on alr, but I can't help but stay and wait, hoping and praying that you'd turn for me. I know, it may be impossible but till that day, I'll be waiting. I just need an answer. A definate Yes, or No. I just need that from you. Is it hard t give me? Can't you see, I could love you more than you can imagine. I know its not your fault. I'm not forcing you t like me back or anything. But when I asked if you would give me a chance if I could win your heart, you just gave a reply, saying you're straight. I don't take rejection well. Cause I can feel that things would work out for us. I just know it. Somewhere, somehow, I just know it would.
Just let me love you.
I'm sorry I'm being emo right now. Things are just overwhelming me. I've been breaking down over simple things, throwing tantrums at Atiq. I'm just not feeling myself anymore. Things are shooting at me all at once and mids are coming so I hafta mug like hell. Its like I'm suffocating right now.
I find it hard t smile, This laugh is a plastic fake.
We could be MORE than just amazing. Just believe me. Please. Just this once.
