Sat beside a really really big man on the bus home. That really set me thinking. I was made t feel so small, inferior, vulnerable. I was made t squeeze t the corner, pushed aside. That's exactly the way life is now. I'm vulnerable, being pushed aside. And there's nothing I can do about it.
I plucked up enough courage t wave bye t her in the canteen just now. I mean, I just had to do something. I couldn't act like I didn't know her or anything. It'd feel so awkward. But i couldn't possibly just say hi t her in front of her friends righttt. Hmmm. My heart beat so fast I swear my chest was about t burst. But I managed t do it and I'm really proud of myself. I think.
I'm www.neglectedchild.com today. Everyone forgot I exist and forgot t get me dinner, so I hadta t cook on my own. ): Sad case la. BUT I shouldn't blame em since they're so busy with work and all. Lucky I know how t cook please.
Atiq, I hope you're ok. There're really many other people out there who will you, she doesn't deserve your tears and all ok. (: Cheer up so I'd cheer up bestie! (:
(Btw, Bestie cut her hair a girl version of my hair! HAHA, now we look like PBs cause Atiq's the new bung in town. (: )
Why're you trying t do without me , when you've got me where you want me?
