heyy. i had very much an eventful but sad v day tdy.
10 months 10 days. its hard t let go but i must. i gotta move on. sometimes i don't want t but i have t. i don't wanna hurt you anymore. and you're not that girl i wanted 11 months ago. you've changed so much i don't even know you anymore. like what happened just now, you could just walk away from me. i had t tell you what i did. i had t set you free, t stop clinging on t me. i'm sorry i did what i did. and you pushing me. that was unforgivable. i've never seen that of you. you could just push me away just like that. like it didn't hurt you t do that. i've never laid my finger on you. i never got violent with you, cause i respected you. but apparently you don't respect me enough. i liked you when you were childish and not so grown up, but you've matured way beyond what i can handle. you think different, its hard t catch up. sometimes i wished you were younger. then maybe you'd understand me. you changed me and made me stay committed t you. i don't think anyone else could have done the same t me. i really appreciate you, but you're now my past. what we did for 10 months 10 days, they're all just memories. best friends now, but i wonder how long it'll last. everyone thinks we'll get back together soon, but i don't think so. give me a few weeks, maybe even months t think. maybe we'll have one more shot then. till then, goodbye my lover. i still love you, you know that don't you ?
